This week I had good news after my yearly bladder cystoscope. I am all clear of tumours. Then the bad news is because I have on going problems they want to do a bladder function test, which I have on the 24th. My problem is that Parkinson’s can also have an effect on the bladder functions. PD has been showing me this week it’s evil side and how despite my efforts to fight Mr P he is going to invade my life even more.
I have been having a clear out this weekend mainly the loft. Mr P had other ideas! Messing with my balance, strength, fatigue, thinking, and generally slowing me down. I have been trying to ignore it and carry on but it’s been hard. It been harder than ever before. I will not be beaten and despite waking this morning with cramps, stiff muscles all over I am going to carry on. I will not yet let it win. Trouble is I feel a new worsening of the affects of the PD which shows it’s progressive nature.
On a funnier note my memory is so bad I’ll most likely forget all the above by tomorrow. Another effect of PD with Lewy body.
I am staying positive and letting the light of positivity wash over me. There’s always something funny or happy in every moment of the day. I find that inner light to shine out no matter what. My next blog I’ll explore the skills needed to find peace and light to overcome Mr P.
John Scotter Blog 
John, I think that your good news is more powerful tan than the bad.